I wonder what Nature's intentions are for me. Does it want my life to go into an upheaval mode and make me delusional. I am not so sure. The present scenario has compelled me to go into a retrospective mode of a unique kind. I wonder what the root cause of all that's happening around me, is all about. Was it really the weird eating habits of a community several thousand miles away that brought disaster on to my doorstep ? Was there a conspiracy in the making of this apocalyptic situation ? Was it made by the same humans from that area who transpired to bring about this situation in a laboratory ? Too many questions, too few answers and I keep on wondering. At the other end of the spectrum I wonder what Mother Nature is trying to tell me. Is it asking me to analyse the destruction caused by my fellow brethren from all over the world ? Is it asking me to self analyse and go into a state of mind which would calm me down in spite of the circumstances around me ...