Upheaval or an impending calm ?

I wonder what Nature's  intentions are for me. Does it want my life to go into an  upheaval mode and make me  delusional. I am not so sure. The present scenario has compelled me to go into a retrospective mode of a unique kind. 

I wonder what the root cause of all that's happening around me, is all about. Was it really the weird eating habits of a community several thousand miles away that brought disaster on to my doorstep ? 

Was there a conspiracy in the making of this apocalyptic situation ? Was it made by the same humans from that area who transpired to bring about this situation in a laboratory ?

Too many questions, too few answers and I keep on wondering.

At the other end of the spectrum I wonder what Mother Nature is trying to tell me. Is it asking me to analyse the destruction caused by my fellow brethren from all over the world ? Is it asking me to self analyse and go into a state of mind which would calm me down in spite of the circumstances around me ? Perhaps compel me to take the age old path of self introspection, and go into meditational mode whereby I learn to respect the very land on which such havoc has been caused .

One thing is for sure, the course of our lives has forever been altered by events of the past seven months. Humanity and the universe as we know is never going to be the same again, whichever way you look at it.

Are we ever going to be the same again ?

I wonder.